Solitary Mind

I am looking for something

Struggling between these meanness of uproar life

Go from one lie to another lie

But that’s all will be useless

Because I will back to the silence where I below

And it will find me in this silence

Then I will know who I am

*This thought came when I was alone and felt lonely. Where I was in completely silence and did not have something to do. (Ex: on march 10^th).

Actually I wrote this on November 28^th 2005 in Bahasa, and then yesterday I translate it to English (since I want to improve my pathetic English. *T_T).

Some of my writings are waiting to be translated before I put in my blog and some..emmm I think will not put in my blog because those are my writings when I was broken heart. hehehe..

You will appreciate what you have had when you lose it. Now I have had another and I will not do the same mistake. ^^